holding hands I'm choking on my broken life my thoughts are lost and torn I cannot stop the spin I'm in dying to be reborn I never knew I cared so much at night I hear your cries falling deeper into darkness my words now sound like lies rest in peace at journeys end just barely able to breathe I found that I'd been dreaming when you decided to leave with no one here to listen I often crash and burn these days all run together it seems I never learn hold my life inside your heart my memories can't sustain I long for warmth and passion that hides me from my pain often people break apart and lose the love that ties trust and hope gather hearts while holding hands inside I miss your playful knowing looks and sushi loving smiles when my life was truly blessed I felt just like a child