pleasure with the pain in the glare of morning sunlight I raised my hand to find you you walked away and left me now wandering in starlight left alone to dream in blue and lost in thoughts of you how do you live? when it hurts to give some pleasure with the pain your lips brush across my eyes dropping the disguise we fight each time you pull away when I beg for you to stay you turn and miss the times I cry as you walk away with lies about who you love and who you need dropping your hand from mine where do you live? when it hurts to give some pleasure with the pain chances passing by like days opening my eyes you've gone away what we lose is just insane shades of blue remembering you and pleasure with the pain