whale tails my love for you moves right through me in waves striking out at your soul with childlike disgrace drawn swords through blood my jealousy takes chained by your sorrow no chance for escape show me mercy in vain suicidal insane whale tails of jade sink down between your breasts caressing the magic you have decided to test being your friend I am both cursed and blessed heart broken or joyful my love is your gift to lay in your splendor and struggle with this I can't try to kill what your heart truly feels the danger of steps through dreams ever near my words tempt to touch the girl who I see delusions of you and where we might be as one final poem falls softly from me